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Hello, im uh vivian. Im currently 15 and its almost christmas. As you can probably t ell from the name of the blog im a trans girl. Im currently still closeted because my mom and family are christians and my mom uh never has anything good to say about trans people like me and i’ve been dealing alot with dysphoria and wanting to kill myself. I dont know how much longer ill be alive for but I did buy SN and meto which is a chemical to hopefully kill myself with and meto is an anti emetic so I dont throw it up. I’ve tried hanging and suffocating myself but that wouldnt work no matter what so thats uh why im trying chemicals now. A while ago I also had police come over because I wanted to kill myself so that was fun(sarcasm). I hope you guys like this useless blog I guess. Idk if you can comment or not but I hope so or that I can somehow add it.