Life Is Meaningless

So I checked the tracking of my metoclopramide hcl today and was pleased to see it is very close to me and seems to have been cleared by customs so I’m happy about that I guess. Idk. Also I’m another note when people tell you things get better and all that crap they are lying to you and are idiots. They’ve been taught this by the rich because without people their power and money is worthless and means nothing. If anyone tries to convince you you’ll go to hell or what ever when you die or that people care about you. Remember that heaven, hell, afterlife or what ever the fuck was just made to control humans. You and I or anyone else shouldn’t have to feel shamed for killing or wanting to kill ourselves. When all humans die the earth will be a better place and the people who claim to care about you or what ever will eventually die too so like. Their pain or what ever is meaningless in the grand scheme. The universe is extremely huge and what am I? What are you? We are tiny worthless dot in the middle of no where.

Update 3:26pm:

Guess I upset some people in discord too but whatever. We’ll all be dead anyways. Not like anyone still care about you or anything in the end. I’m also still waiting for the me to to arrive. Also a while ago I took some stupid depression quiz online and feel like sharing it. Heres the link too if you care.