About to kill myself

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So a few days ago I found out dramamine is a depressant and can be gotten over the counter so I attenpted to go to the pharmacy in Saturday after work to get the dramamine and antacid but got scared and thought I saw my mom, so I ran out of the store. I then realized it wasn’t her after I called her to pick me up. So I decided to check Amazon for the drugs and found them super cheap. Only came out to $8.84 for a 24 pack of antacids and 8 pieces of dramamine chewables. Also while checking the price I found it a bit creepy that the dramamine price was $6.66 I guess dramamine is the devils drug lmfao. I plan when my mom leaves to take some Tylenol from the cabinets and store them with my suicide kit until I get a chance to do it. Based on others who killed themselves with sodium nitrite I think I should be dead within 3-4 hours. I plan to take at least a week to find the times my mom is out of the house or asleep for the longest so I can then pick the best time to kill myself without worrying about getting caught. If I am “saved” I plan to run away to the highway and get hit by a car or truck.