Fuck You Life

I know I’m posting a lot today but I don’t FUCKING CARE. I’M GOING TO KILL MYSELF NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK IT FUCKING TAKES. I DON’T FUCKING CARE. I HATE BEING A FUCKING BOY. I HATE HAVING A DISGUSTING PENIS. I HATE DEALING WITH THE BEING THAT HAD TO BE MY TRANSPHOBIC AND HOMOPHOBIC MOTHER. I hate this life so fucking much and all her lies to try and control me. Successfully killing myself Is hard because every attempt I fail. I’ve tried so many fucking times over the last who even knows how many fucking years. Suicide is the only good thing but people like to claim it’s bad when it fucking isn’t. Anyone who tries to stop anyone from killing themselves is a piece of fucking shit who I hate. I don’t care what people will feel when I kill myself. I care about no one. Why the fuck would I care about anyone? How the fuck could I care about anyone? People only care about me being what they want. They don’t care about me as I truly am. I really want to cut this disgusting penis off and stab myself. I hate this shit so fucking much. Nothing will ever get better. Life only exists to hurt me. That’s all its fucking for. Life has no purpose but to cause me suffering. This entire world and everything in it Is fake. None of unjustified is real. It never was fucking real. This fake world only wants to hurt me and do nothing good. It pretends to be good so it can keep torturing me. Fuck you life.