More SN

So a while ago. I was told by another individual that the chemical is no longer available anymore. I then checked and freaked out because my left overs disappeared mysteriously (feel like it was my mom) and I wouldn’t be able to get more. So after a bunch of research and contacting various companies including the one that originally supplied me. I was able to get a different company to send me the SN. It took a couple of months but I did it. Not too long ago I finally received it. I ordered around double my original amount from my first attempt. When it arrived. It came when I was at work so I was freaking out about my mom seeing it. The package had sodium nitrite written very visibly on it near my name. My mom brought the package in but either didn’t see the content list or something else because she didn’t say anything about it and I got the package without issue. I’m not a fan of how the SN is packaged but at least I have more for my next and hopefully last attempt. I can’t wait to finally kill myself.